"It's always at 3am when I start missing you the most"

Oh we can so tell winters coming, all of our moods switch into this feeling of misery. Me for instance I have been in my room since 2 o'clock this afternoon and have only been downstairs for dinner, I've watched 4 films today and am still in this crappy mood. I don't want to be it's just this weather it changes all of us, makes us think about things we try to avoid or forget about when it's sunny, don't lie, I know a good majority of us are feeling like this right now.


I'm stuck in such a horrible rut, I need someone to make me happy, it's been a while.
I'm gunna stop with all this, it's my birthday next week, i'm 18, i'm invincible, well i'm sure I'll think I am with the alcohol inside of me. Plus tomorrow, it's pay day and my nanna's taking me shopping to buy me something special for the big 18. I'm also going to buy new shoes, yum and have my hair done. So I'll stop wallowing in self pity, I am good at this you know.

I want these cupcakes for my party, thank you :).x