Pretty sick of people pretending to be someone they're clearly not and this constant need people have to impress. Why, can't you just appreciate yourself for you as an individual and not crave this need to seek attention.
I'm always content when I'm 100% myself, to some extent we all make an effort I mean what would we live for?but it's just this attitude that life is one huge competition, it really isn't the only person you should ever seek to impress is yourself.
I'm starting to realise and you to maybe with my last couple of posts, that I need to think about myself for once. I care a ridiculous amount for others tending to put their feeling before my own, I've just grown tired of this because I never get back what I dish out. Mummy says "It's not about giving to receive" I know she's right, but if the feelings not mutual when caring, seriously what is the point? I haven't been put on this planet to get kicked to the curb I assure you.
So it's time to put me first for once, if you think it's selfish so be it, but you should know me well enough.
I've been given a huge puzzle and I'm just beginning to fit the pieces together. Things seem distant and blurry, but for once I like it.
I need to know people read this, actually comment on this when you've read it. Oh and I add everything always happens for a reason, just remember that
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